November 3rd, 2011 § Leave a Comment
agh screw trying to update my backlogs (which is what i’ve been trying to do for the past few days that’s why no posts.)
okay okay i have little ability to express how i am feeling right now. lkuihiouqheriub linguistics WAI YOU PHAIL ME NAO
i shall attempt to write though lest all these memories get washed away.
hadley dramafest. is. totally. frikkin. awesome. just like, a rapid gush of emotion when everything was done, and as we walk out of the hall i turn to kim and sigh happily, “I feel like my RGS life is complete.” living my last week like every other week – being busy and slogging but very happy while doing so, filled with so much love and passion for what i’m doing. kim says “yeah. starting out with a script, and ending with one.”
gosh i mean, I STILL SO DISTINCTLY REMEMBER OUR ORIENTATION PLAY. I REMEMBER ORIENTATION DAY ONE EVEN. me very skinny and very awkward in my new cotton PE shirt and tight culottes, waddling across the canteen and spying rebecca, and trying to strike up a conversation, and she says “I’m writing a script for orientation play” and I say “oh?” and I glance at the paper and it has terrifying words like “camaraderie” and I’m just like ._. ohshucks i’m gonna die in RGS, and then day 2 I go back to class and sit next to hengyeng who is my seatmate for the next half of the year and they are playing ‘find other words in the word “handkerchief”‘ and I see someone has picked out “hand” so I go very proudly “nonono I think it is spelt ‘hankerchief’” and hengyeng and kelly stare at me and go “no it’s handkerchief” and i’m like ._. ohshucks i’m gonna die in this GEP class why in the world am I in a stupid GEP class.
and then there are so many darn competitions we won as a class. and everyone said we were the most bonded class in the level and we were like “huh really meh orh okay” and just went on winning cheer comp for netcarn (STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE BLUEBERRY PIE V-I-C-T-O-R-Y) racial harmony dance (IT’S THE TIME TO DISCO) karaoke night (two of the amandas being lovers in the play lololol)
AND OF COURSE DRAMANITE (THEY INSISTED NITE NOT NIGHT) and kim and I squashed in the dirty dusty gross corner of the classroom with the laggy computer typing away and flinging lines to each other and making signature quotes like “WOE IS ME! FORLORN I BE!” and “I, PRINCE SARAH, SWORE TO PROTECT MY ERSTWHILE FRIEND” and “MY HEART IS SHATTERED INTO A MILLION PIECES. OH I AM SLAINNNN~!”. and then adding in loads of random rubbish like 881′s HOKKIEN SONG and A LOT OF FARTING FOR LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD.
then at the end of the day we still won! (even with all the farting :’) )
…where was i. ._.
oh right, hadley!!! <3 i guess today’s play really struck a chord within me and i felt awfully sentimental afterwards because it was over, and my projects in rgs are over (minus grad), and THESE ENTIRE FOUR YEARS ARE SOON TO BE OVER.
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compiling the grad ceremony song list right now and there is talk of including tessa low’s awesome 2010 grad song Fly Away and she says “bring tissue paper” ;___;
quite honestly i’m not really sure if i’ll cry because i only cry when i feel immensely hurt and tomorrow won’t be hurt. tomorrow will be joy and love and i haven’t exactly cried out of love before and maegan swears she’ll make me cry because i told her i couldn’t so i am expected to stare at her the whole time while singing tomorrow so i will cry.
please don’t let me cry while i sing i’ll sound like a dying goose ._.
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and here we go.
