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had spoken to kim over the phone on sunday, and both of us discovered that we’re effectively in the middle of nowhere right now – not a member of any institution, just suspended on a thin line between rg and rj (definitely not with the sturdy, stable feeling that the bridge between ri and rj confers, literally). have been floating around the house these past few days with an overwhelming raging emptiness, filled with the urge to rant to someone, but just kinda containing these sentiments and keeping them to myself, trying to wash them out with music.

with therufflesruckus i have successfully polarised my music taste to be that of pop/punk rock, and have been listening to yellowcard, alltimelow, mychemicalromance, 30secondstomars in numerous youtube playlists for hours on end (making it immensely difficult to focus on chinese so i alternate between rock and yiruma. very helpful. 8D )

spent the late morning in the american club with maegan trying to mug chinese (because my house is a dangerous place to be studying chinese, thanks to the nefarious existence of the internet everywhere here) and got some things done, but above work, had an amazing lunch and an awesome time sitting in the posh (albeit freezing) library looking out at the pool trying to spot hot guys ahahaha thank you maegan <3 <3

during piano class my fingers forgot themselves and their purpose in life and chopin turned out very choppy ); the entire time my eyes were like O___O HUH I GOT PRACTISE but my fingers were like forgetful cheerleaders and tripping over one another very miserably it was awful. ):

hardly anything done for chinese, 真的感到非常的害怕。担心这次做的准备不足够，然而我现在依然没有积极的去温习功课，缺乏紧急感。但是我温习华文的时候总会有“天有不测风云”的理念，因此总是感觉自己做再多的作业也是无法完全准备得了。): 忧心忡忡。

再加上，现在好像渐渐要生病得样子，喉咙很干、鼻子塞住，真的希望我不会在着几天内生大病　):

 

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